Vantage Points

nil

2009-11-04T05:37:00.000-08:00

There has been no changes in my life or what so ever.

i'm still single, as usual.

i want to settle down, share my happiness with that special someone,

but i'm just down on my luck,

i've never been able to find that mystery girl of mine.

farah says that i should just relax, be myself, and one day,

that girl shall come along.

i followed her advice,

but its just that feeling uh.

i used to be confused, about whether i really want to settle down

or was it just because most of my friends in my clique are all attached.

but now i'm sure.

i sincerely want to settle down.

if i got that as my birthday present,

that shall be the best gift i've ever had.

and i got a confession.

i'm actually sad because i've never had a birthday that was to be remembered.

i want my birthday to be something that i would be able to tell to my children,

my grand children, so on & so forth.

somehow, i always feel better after writing what i feel away on this blog.

some how..

i'm not desperate or anything.

its just that feeling.

i'm sick of dating,

i'm sick of flirting with different girls.

i'm sick of that whole process.

i'm sick of disappointment.

i hope that explains alot.

anw, here are a few pictures,

somehow when we took these pics,

it looked like the gossip girl's cover.

here are the pics. :)

Disappointment .

2009-10-31T10:12:00.000-07:00

frankly, i'm disappointed beyond words.

till the extend that words had failed to relay the message i wanted you to be receiving.

Its not about the fact that you went clubbing.

its the fact that you broke the trust i had placed in you.

you knew that i fervently disagreed to you going clubbing in the first place,

i told you this;

'If you go to the club this sat, we are through.'

& despite the warning i gave you,

you still went clubbing,

and my friends saw you there.

small world?

coincidence?

its actually more of a gut feeling that you have when you fall for someone.

an emotional attachment to another person.

its currently 1:16am.

and i can't sleep.

i have work tomorrow at 10am.

it will never be the same again,

even if we continued.

disappointment

fu*k

2009-10-30T08:38:00.006-07:00

fuck fuck fuck.
dont you just feel like smashing your head on the wall till it cracks?
or till your head feels numb?

till the pain throbs uncontrollably in your head till it burst?

or just till you forget about your problems.

but for me.

& I JUST CAN'T FIGURE OUT WHATS BOTHERING ME!

its like too many things are out of place.

its like wearing a mask without holes, and i'm suffocating.

big time.

its not just about you.

its the fact your behaviour is just like someone i once knew.

i know that i should not be comparing.

but i can't help it.

its just like breathing.

Aku Hancur (I'm fucked up)

2009-10-28T04:30:00.000-07:00

okay,

i know i've not been updating my blog for a while.

and i got a reason behind all this.

MY LAPTOP.!!!!

its finally in working order.

thanks to hp and ZUL TOKIO!!!

HAHAHA

i know merepek kan!

for the past few days/weeks/mnths that's passed,

alot of things has happened,

i've dated 2 different girls thats ended in utter failure.
i've started school back as a YR2 student. like finally. and i've been a year 2 student for a total of 3 sems now. i mean i spent almost 2 sems of year 2 in nursing before i transfered to manufacturing engineering.
my time table is like S.H.I.T.
my break is only for an hour and thats pathetic. like seriously pathetic.
i've read the latest book in the house of night series, titled tempted. its a must a read in the continuation of that series.
yus passed his tp. and i'm wondering when's my turn. hopefully january the 14th will be the day. *cross fingers*
I LOVE WINDOWS 7. LIKE SERIOUSLY. I'M IN LOVE WITH IT.
focusing on gym.
learnt to be myself in every aspect.

in my opinion, my holidays weren't a waste.

i spent it with my awesome clique(Megat&farah, Sufi&huda, Ahmad&iqah,Yus,zul, Aida.) what more can i ask for?

my hair is back to black, but with mocha linings.

and the inai is fading so,

yea,

my hair colour is turning back to the colour previously!!!

so these are the pictures that i took over the hols!

and i do not know whats with me.

i get a girl,

i fall for her,

she falls for me,

then something bad will surely happen.

then my ego will be the cause why

i stopped contacting her.

I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME.

outing with farah juliet and joanne!

2009-09-12T10:14:00.000-07:00

haha okay guys,

i went out today on a saturday with farah and joanne!

oma!!!(oh yea i've recently started to use oma instead of omg.)

we had so much eff-ing fun uh!

well here are the pics.!

this is a picture taken by moi!

if your wondering, we basically walked around tamp1 and tm.

we took this pics outside starbucks.

after an hour of cam whoring,

we headed out to geylang to have dinner with iqah and ahmad!

ouh yea! today is their 3rd mnth anniversary!

CONGRATS GUYS!!! MAY YOU GUYS LAST LONG!!

ALL HAIL PRINCESS IQAH!

that aside, we ventured around geylang bazaar after eating,

and we met sufi, whos working at his mum's eatery,

there's alot of minahs just now.

i liookkkee!!!~~~

haha! okay lame. i get it.

anw thats all! tata! nights!!

outing

2009-09-04T08:46:00.000-07:00

Basically. this sums up the whole thing.

dyed my hair classic mocha with megat.

mine suprisingly turned out better than megat's

so in the above pics, u can c our hair do's

&&

me farah, iqah, ahmad, main bunga api,

so the tk sabar for raya kan???

IndoChine

2009-09-03T11:55:00.000-07:00

okay. i'm currently working at indochine.
still single.
still fasting.
haha and
still nt in the mood for love.
haha! okay
thats all.
nights.
and i'm supa dupa bored.

Haney

2009-08-27T09:44:00.000-07:00

i'm supposed to be studying epc, but

i was getting too stressed up so i decided to blog.

today was my 'date' with haney,

it wasnt actually a date because it was more of an outing.

haha!

shes one of those type of girls that i'd be afraid to fall for,

but you know what they say, life has a funny way of getting back at you at everything you say and everything you do.

her personality is something like iqah, so very the manja,

whats so unique 'bout her is the way she carries herself.

i dun know how to explain it anymore than that.

haha!

soo yeahhh!

well this isnt the first time i met her thou, i've been contacting her since the last night i went

clubbing.

so yea, you do the maths. =)

and here are the pics;

this two are my favourite pictures. top and btm.

and while me and farah we're studying, there was this one care,
an rx-7, i swear i'm gonna scratch that car one day.
and we made up a song while listening to unstoppable.
the lyrics to our rendition are as follows;
"you can perah all you want,
but we can still concerntrate,
we are studying under the block,
called block 63,
we're studyinnggg,
we're studyinngg...
we're studyinggg!!!"
and yeah thats all folks!

Memories

2009-08-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

heyy guys!!!!

anyway this post is dedicated to the old videos that i've uncovered from zul's hp!!!

this is a video of farah's and megat's forfeit;

& the song knock you down by keri hilson,

that part of the song that meant alot to me is this,

"I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight"

Knock you down.

and this is a video of me while i was sporting the long and messy hairstyle!!!

i know my voice sounds horrible.

but the video is very memorable!!

while i was slacking underneath my block today, with farah, zul and iqah,

we suddenly ventured out to phrases such as;

"men are like toilet seats, all the good ones are taken, and the rest are full of shit,"

"men are like bubble tea, they've got different type of flavors and sizes, but in the end, the pearls taste the same."

"woman are like the urinary cubicle, all the good ones are taken, and the rest are covered with semen."

and me and farah tried to dance like the hawaiian,

and we miserably failed.

so anyway!!!

SELAMAT BERPUASA DI DALAM BULAN RAMADHAN INI!!!

the month of forgiveness is coming up!

and iqah! take one step at a time. :)

Antics

2009-08-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

for some unknown reasons,
these few days seems to be the 'days'
i mean, me and my clique hang out together and have soooooo much fun w/o spending
a single cent.
i mean seriously.
all we do is slack underneath me and farah's block,
but the things we do,
the fun we have,
the happy times that we share.
is priceless.

so anywayy!!!
the day started off like this,

me waking up at 8am!!!!!!
took a quick bath and went downstairs to study.
studied till around 2.30 when marinah joined me.
then it was her turn to study,
followed suit by iqah,
megat
farah!
ahmad!

we seriously did not even plan to meet today,
and coincidentally, we all just happened to find our way to each other.
cool or what!!!!
and somehow, while slacking with them, i felt so...
alone.
"the sun itself sees not,
till heaven clears"
William Shakespeare
somehow, this phrase was floating in my head.

random uh.

as usual, our "lepak-ing" sessions consisted of gazillion rounds of "tai ti"
then THE CHAI CHEE OLYMPICS,
and here are the vids.

then followed by i-dun-know-what-its-called-dare game,
it was supa dupa farnehhy!!!

&&&
I HAD THE WORST DARE OF THE DAY!
EFF-ING HELL!

finally

2009-08-18T10:05:00.000-07:00

finally i'm able to blog in a proper fashion.

without the irritating script errors or what so ever.

so sorry to anyone who is somehow following my useless blogspot.

somehow i feel as thou that im wasting their server space by having a blog.

i mean, 

i rarely update my blog.

so anyway.

i'm back to being single.

"Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)"
- knock you down by keri hilson.

why did we break up? few reasons, the distance,

communication,

and time.

i know its silly, but i'm starting to become a clingy type of boyfie nowadays

so yeah, lets just wait and see.

but sometimes i feel as though it was for the best.

but i'll never. forget the fun and happy times we had.

it'll stay etched in my mind for the years to come.

so what was the highlight of the past few weeks of my life?

easy.

FARAH/MEGAT, IQAH/AHMAD,<--THE POWER RANGERS/UN

Zul cool! and sufi/huda.

and ouh yes. 

syamim bbq was the dope. 

farewell my clubbing/nyp/soccer buddy.

have fun in cd. 

AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U BOTAK!!! 

haha!

for today,
at megat house, the fun we had when the power rangers are together
was endless.
these are the pics and vids of todays lunatics.

the match made in heaven
   megat nk step maner nyer superstar
   farah
   
   

megat buang tebiat

THE VIDS.

megat with a 125z(mini)

megat's 2nd forfeit.
so thats all that i'm willing to upload at the momment.
i'm tired and i''m restless.
and i need a decent dose of flirting.
HAHA
oops sorry. its called socializing.
good nights.

fking hell

2009-08-03T07:48:00.000-07:00

I STILL HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH WRITING A NEW POST. THE FUCKING TEMPLATE IS FUUUCKKKED UP.
AND THAT JUST GOES NICELY WITH MY MOOD.
AND IDK WHY, THESE DAYS I'M LIKE SO VOLATILE.
MY MOOD SWING IS WORSE THEN A GIRL WHOSE HAVING PMS.
NABEI CIBAI.
AND I GOT A FUCKING TEST TMRW. AND I HAVENT STUDY A SINGLE THING.
PCB.
ORITE NITES.
THE FIRST THING, I CANT UPLOAD ANY PICS.
2ND THING IDK EVERYTHING SEEMS SO WRONG A FUCKED UP. SO HEAR THAT BLOG SPOT?
THERES A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH BLOGGING. NBCB.
IM GOING TO SWITCH TO ONSUGAR.COM.

Hassle

2009-08-03T04:21:00.000-07:00

Right now, what i'm doing is this. i'm writing it on multiply, then import it to blogspot.
its effing irrittating.
im at lost for words.
anw,
i have not met my boo for 3 days now.
and i miss her effing loads.
so yea. these are the latest pic from going sheesha with boo, marinah and zul and companies.

My lovely Girlfriend.

2009-07-26T07:06:00.000-07:00

I just would like to say a few simple words.
I
LOVE
YOU
BABY.

loves.

fk, my laptop

2009-07-23T23:26:00.001-07:00

for some reason, im unable to post anything using my laptop.
and i'm feeling rather lethargic. so i'll just keep this short and sweet.
it has been almost a week since im attached. and everything is going well.
there are just so many stuffs that makes me think that shes the one for me,

for example.
My admin number ends with and s, representing her name.
while her admin number ends with an N.
and its only been 5 days, and i am so comfortable before.
it maybe a minor thing to u guys.
but its a big big biggie to me. :)
i used to have a difficulty in falling for the right girl.
and now, i've finally found her.

i know i may not be the best boyfriend.
but i'll be the best i can be.

our personalities may be the polar opposites of each other.
but thats what makes us special.

and with alot of encouragement from farah megat, sufi huda and a whole lot of my other friends.
hopefully i can last long with her.
haha!
love u b. :-*
and special thks to megat for the advices that hes given me.
baby says im to experienced for her.
HAHA!!!!

Girlfriend

2009-07-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

Okayyy....
soo i've got to get use to the word girlfriend.
im officially not single anymore. sooo whooopyydoo!!!
haha! im glad that i've finally found the one for me. hopefully. haha. shes impulsive, mentel, sexy, hot and mcm kuda. a perfect girl for me.
haha! but all in all, i love her. loads. heaps. (a tiny bit? HAHA JUST JOKING SAYANG!)
and now i've finally found some time to update my blog. but i shall not talk much. i'm tired. and i wanna play maple. haha! yes! i'm effingly and officially addicted to maplestory. much to the annoyance of my baby.
truthfully, i hate msging.
i prefer calling but, for her sake, i'll gladly undertake the task of typing a msg,
everymorning for her.
just to wish her good morning. and sorry i cant be there to give her a morning kiss.
and b, sorry i stripped on the webcam infront of u that day.
i forgot that we were videocalling, cause i was to engrossed in maplestory.
again. sorry b!!!
love u loads!!! muacks!
this is a little something that i wrote for u.
thou a flower may wither,
the stalk may rot,
but my love for you,
shall never be due.
I laid my heart out for you,
for you to cherish,
for you to love me back,
but ma cherie,
never break it,
for it shall never be whole again.
like a rose to its stalk,
thats how much im attached to you,
how much i adore you,
for without you,
i'll never be whole,
i'll never be sane,
and i'll never be in love
Cause you're my baby,
and the lighthouse guiding my way back home,
to you.

:D
b i love you.
AND THESE ARE THE PICS. full version,

B, 170709,
this shall be our new beginning,
our chance to write a beautiful love story, etched in our hearts.
to be told (without censorship) to our generations to come.
HAHA SO MELODRAMATIC.
okayyy.. thats all. gd nights. MAPLE TIME!!1

Stupidity.

2009-07-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

first things first.
FUCK 1088. FUCK TAN! KNN BOTAK HEAD NBCB
that eff-ing botak head, made me come 1 hour earlier just for me to come to class and not find anyone there.

ok. now i got it off my chest i feel a whole better.
while i was smoking with sufi and megat. this lady, my SAYAAANNNGGG!! haha she came up to me silently,
and whacked my back. it was like OUCH! then it was followed up by dear ms joanne.
thks uh you guys! thks for the wake up call!
then we slacked under the block near our school and CAM WHORED. i mean we took a 210 photos on my lappy.
im too lazy to upload so i'll just show u guys a basic over view.
thats roughly how many pictures we took. haha.
blame me for my lazyness.
but im really super duper tired from playing soccer with megat and zul!
can't wait to play soccer again tomorw!!!
ITS BEEN LIKE A SOCCER DROUGHT FOR ME FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS.
I'VE NOT PLAYED SOCCER FOR 2 FREAKING MONTHS.
ok weird. but i love soccer. i mean who dosent??

and im currently on skype with a kuda. wana c a screen shot?
i'll just show it to u guys.

haha this is her! i know shes probably cursing me like mad right now.
haha but look on the brightside. ur getting FAMOUS!
hahaha!!!
&
&
&
im currently listening to her singing.
just hope it rains. GOD knows i nid the sleep!
HAHA!!!
alright i'll shall sign off now. tata!
<3's

Sheesha Photos

2009-07-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

BackTrack

2009-07-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

hi. i'm Najib or remy. call me either.
i dont mind. f*ck,f*ck,f*ck. im such an eff-ing computer noob.

i just spend 3 hours of my time editing the html layout and stuffs. blablabla. ouh yea, thks again to farah, she helped me alot. seriously. and guys, i dun have an eff-ing idea on how to link you guys so, yea, DIY please!. thks.
soooo....
wad happen in school today.
Marinah's slippers went haywire!
HAHAHA.
OMFG
i so cant stop laughing wenever i think of the incident. we were walking along the school pathway. happily heading towards school like happy little babi for her, and happy little swine for me(slight preference of the use of english, in malay it sounds so vulgar.) and suddenly she just stopped walking. i wondered why, i wonder how, yesterday i saw a big blue sky.....okay lame, i get it, ON WITH THE STORY! then she was bending over with that soooo innooocceennnt expression on her. like u know the type of face a 5 yr-old makes wen the he/she pooped. yeah thats the face, and just told me in the cute tone, "aku nyer slipper putus. Cmne ehk?" direct trans; my slipper eff-ing broke, how uh? then i just told to try walking, at least get into the school, oh yea, i cudnt help but let my eyes wander, there was like a lot of cute girls walking past uh, and i was like awww damn..! haha seriously i was like that, and i was smiling like goofy. oh yea then she tried walking to school, she did make it, but at the expense of a dirt feet. too lazy to type. end of story, we went to amk hub, got a new slipper, went back to school, went for classes. the end.
and we discuss about some of my old tactics on how to get a girl.
i call it my 5-steps.
1st.Watch a movie.
2nd. Get Touchy while watching the movie.(always wrap
3rd. Hold her hand while walking after movie.
4th.Have dinner with her.
5th. kiss her on the lips and the forehead.

oh yea pics from the LAST couple outing i had with my ex or still gf? idk??!!?!??
eh tkp la. too lazy to uploadd :D:D:D

2009-07-14T07:03:00.001-07:00

hi najib.